Kylie Jenner was ten many years outdated when Keeping Up with the Kardashians produced its tv debut and now, at 18, the world has nevertheless to halt “I can’t recall what it truly is like not to be renowned,” Jenner tells Allure in her August cover interview, explaining that her daily life in the spotlight has taught her to appreciate true happiness: “I am a unique situation.”

She says, “I’m in a position to enjoy what true happiness is all about. A new vehicle, that’s not authentic happiness. That lasts a month. That is quick-phrase happiness.”

So, what, in Jenner’s thoughts, constitutes this authentic happiness? “Staying with your close friends,” she says. Her near-knit romance with her loved ones also aids: “Truthfully, if I didn’t have my relatives in my lifestyle, and I was going via all of this myself, I never know what I would do.” And she definitely isn’t going to want “all of this” – the social media following, the frequent paparazzi presence, the public adore life – forever. “I know I don’t want to be well known forever,” Jenner says. “There is gonna be a time wherever I come to feel relaxed, I’m at a great area in my life, and I just stop.” Jenner says that her daily life on tv leads to quite a few misconceptions about her persona, and that her on the web persona is primarily curated to please supporters. “On Snapchat I display persons what I assume they want to see,” she divulges. “That’s not me. It truly is a projected image. A brand. I am not a unique individual. I just don’t demonstrate all of me.” The reality star notes that she hopes to retain some facets of her identity private, mostly simply because she doesn’t want to open herself up to critique and commentary. Jenner has previously shared equivalent sentiments about dealing with her celebrity, explaining to Elle United kingdom in February that she’ll surely depart social media if she ever gets to be a mom. “When I have a kid I’m not going to be on Instagram,” she stated. “You know, I’ll most likely delete my Instagram and just … I will not know, dwell lifestyle.” Jenner also told Interview magazine last 12 months, “If I could do what ever I wanted, I would have a productive makeup line, and I would want to hopefully start a lot more firms, and just be, like, a businesswoman, and then, hopefully, I will go off the map. When I am, like, thirty, I want to go off the map, have a household, and live in Malibu with a farm, and just increase my very own chickens.”

Keeping Up with the Kardashians airs Sundays (9 p.m. ET) on E!